Love /only/ me. || Nagi Mikado ||

ℓσνє /σηℓу/ мє.



Here you found yourself again, shopping with the one and only Syo Kurusu. He just so happened to be your crush, Syo was from a band named Starish which also happens to be the same band you used to write songs for well that was until Nanami showed up and took your place.. It hurt you a little that you were just thrown away that easily but none the less accepted it and were placed with a new band named Heaven's. Unlike Starish though they weren't as kind nor accepting as them they were more or less her new bosses who told her exactly what to do and say, you smacked your cheeks with both hands softly to try and snap those thoughts out of your head since today was your only day off from Heaven's you wanted to spend it with Syo.

Even though you don't write songs for Starish anymore Syo was still your friend which truly made you happy but you still couldn't shake the feeling of sadness and jealousy you felt from Haruka being their new composer and hell maybe she's probably a better one than you and that's why they replaced you.. You felt all these emotions overcome you that you didn't even realize the one person you wanted to get away from today was yelling your name across the market till he was close enough for you to hear his yells. "_!? What are you doing with him?" None other than the light pink male known as Nagi Mikado stood infront of you and Syo with his hand on his hip and a angry expression on his face. "N-Nagi? ..What are you doing here? We were just doing so shopping is all so why are you so angry..? You asked quietly as Syo practically screeches at the pink haired boy. "Yeah, What are you doing here?" Syo spat causing Nagi to just glare at him and then look over at you with a small smirk before he began to taunt you like he always did. "What are you here spending time with him to try and make him forget about his feelings for Haruka? Is that why you always write little songs for him is because you want your feelings to be noticed or something, well guess again _ I highly doubt you could even beat Haruka in song writing or your feelings." His smirk only widen as Syo turned towards you in disbelief, your H/C widen as tears began to brim around the edges.

No words left your lips as you just stared in pure shock at what Nagi had just said about your feelings, how did he even know..? "_, Is that true..?" Syo asked you softly causing Nagi to laugh and answer him for you. "Why of course it is why do you think out of everyone you are the one she wanted to go 'shopping' with?" You did all you could to keep your tears from falling down your cheeks in which were already a bright red from pure embarrassment. "I...I.." You fumbled with your words as a few salty tears leaked down your apple like cheeks, you swiftly turned away and rushed as fast as you could out of there completely leaving behind all of the things you were going to buy and everything the only thing you heard was the sound of Nagi laughing and Syo yelling for you to stop. How could he? Why would Nagi do such a thing to you like that.. You knew he could be selfish and bratty sometimes but never was he this bad and cruel towards you.. You ran into the Heaven's dorm room then quickly ran and locked yourself in your room before turning the lights off curling up in a corner and crying to yourself silently. You were so embarrassed, how the hell could you ever show your face to Syo now that he knows about that? All you could do was hug your knees and cry in shame, you cried till your throat was raw and your cheeks hurt but even then you still felt as though more tears could just fall once more if you even so much as thought about what had happened earlier..

All that could be heard was quite sniffles and hiccups throughout her room in which gave your whereabouts away rather quickly and was easy for Nagi to find you. A single knock on your door alerted you that someone had heard you and was there to check on you but I mean who could it be..? No one in Heaven's was /that/ nice to come see if you were alright and it's not like Syo would actually follow you back to Heaven's dorm-room to find you, before you could even answer who ever was at the door an unlocking noise was heard and the door creaked open. There stood Nagi who in return was shocked at what he saw, there you sat on your bedroom floor.. H/C orbs red and puffy from crying which also still was glazed over with tears as your whole face was a dark scarlet red from how hard you had been crying. "D...Did I make you cry?" All you could do with that statement was nod your head seeing as your throat at the moment in time was too sore to actually let any noise come out of it, Nagi frowned before slowly walking towards your shaking form which only caused you to back away into your bed and cover your eyes with your hands. "P-Please just go away! I don't want to hear your insults anymore I'll work harder so please just leave me alone..!" Nagi's eyes widen in shock at her words but then shook his head and bent down near her once more and sighed. "I just don't like it.. Y..You always write songs for them but never any for us, are we not good enough!?" His voice rose and then broke down at the end as he spoke every word filed with envy and spite as he spoke about her writing songs for only Syo, always Syo.. 

"W...Why, I don't want you to love that girly, short, hot headed, pink asshole.. I.. Don't want you to leave us for them, even though we aren't as nice as them or as friendly as them we still try.. I know it isn't hard enough but I just won't want you to leave for them... We love your songs and everything you write but it seems you rather write for them anyways. You know Syo loves Haruka but still you keep those feelings anyways even though you know it will only hurt you in the end, I don't want you to love him.. Or to pay more attention to him... To want to write songs for him.. When I know he'll only take you for granted and never return the feelings you hold deep in your heart I just want you to love me, pay attention to me, write us songs, and to just... Not leave me... I want you to give me your heart and love, your feelings all of them.. Only me.. Not that blonde bastard who can't even make you happy.." You stared at Nagi in disbelief as he trailed off at the end of his rant with a deep blush set on yours and his cheeks as you both realized what he had ended up saying. "N..Nagi, are you by chance jealous?" His grey orbs widen as he shook his head rapidly to protest. "W-What, of course not! Why would I be jealous?" His cheeks were as red as fire as he stuttered out his words quietly causing you to give a small giggle in return. "D...Do you really mean it?" This caught him way off guard causing him to look up at you and blink. "....Yes... _ I love you, all of you and it hurts to think that you love someone who can't even tell his own feelings of anything.." A small smile grazed your lips as you leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss upon his cheek causing him to turn bright red. "W...What was that for!?" You just smiled before answering. "Well... You see, you're right about Syo not being able to return my feelings I see that now and so.. Thank you Nagi." He just gave a slight childish grin before leaning in and pressing his lips to yours softly in which you finally gladly returned.


That was all Nagi could ask for, he didn't care if he had to hide the fact that he loved you from everyone else as long as you were his and his alone that was all he needed.. For you to love him and him only.